You know now I'm a form 4 girl. I placed at 4 Ikhlas, the 5th class and a literature class. I didn't mind because I'd like it. Besides I can improve my style of writing. So far it's better but sometimes its annoying and make me cried. Oh.... Forget about that. It just a bit misunderstanding. Don't worry.
Now I officially broke up with my junior. It was so sad. I cried but now Imma feel better. All I can to do is praying for her. One day, she'll realized her mistakes. Insya-Allah.
But I feel very grateful because I'm still have an awesome junior friend. They placed at 3 Arif. Mostly of all is a girls :) I'm very proud of them. I can't forget what we've been through together 'til now.
I hope our friendship was like SpongeBob and Patrick. SpongeBob SquarePants is my most favourite cartoon since 2006 'til now. While they fight, even worse, they can getting back together. I wanna this TRUE friendship. I'm feel overwhelmed.
But 'til now I can't find that friendship. But I strived to looking for it. Although, I've always be persecuted, I try to be strong.
I'm feel like being a good senior to my junior was so awesome. When I've done this, they appreciated me back. Muchlove.
But I'm believe no matter how talented I am, it doesn't mean all people will like me. And I didn't very hoping that they will appreciate me but once they do that, I will faithful to them forever and ever.
Many of my junior friends were in 3 Arif and 3 Bestari. I know my IQ doesn't high like them. But I trusted them. They awesome and gorgeous.
This is twins. Their name is Nurul Amira Izzati (black veil) and Nurul Atika Izzati (purple veil). They were most my beloved junior. They understands me. They always be there for me whenever I'm happy or sad. When they did wrong, they will apologize immediately.
Last year, I always have an argument with Atika. I'm almost give up that. I cried my heart out. Amira all her nickname Eiyya, always be the mediator. She don't know whether to defend me or her twin. So, I argued with her too. In class, I keep crying about them. That time I feel like our relationship will broke up. Argghh! Seriously I can't accept that. Moreover, I will attending a big exam, PMR. I can't keep focus if I'm under a pressure.
But alhamdullilah, we can solved our problem together. Our friendship getting close and closer 'til now. Thanks Allah for founded me with this twins.
This is the prefects in my school. Eiyya and Atika (six and seven middle row from the left) were in this photo too. Sorry, this pic was too small. Their cutie face were a bit blur. Hehe :) Look, what a green right?? Awesome one.
Eiyya and Atika... Beloved twins <3
We've known each other since I'm in form 2 (they in form 1 of course). But that time we not talking each other. Just known them. But in 2012, they were the awesome in my heart.
Seriously I was choked when writing this post. I really misses to talk with them. At the same time I misses to argued with them. It's a bitter remembrance but it changes to a sweet memories gradually.
I wanna thank them a lot for always be there for me. Eiyya and Atika, I will always loving and be there for you 'til my last breath. Loveyoutwo. I hope our friendship will remain forever.
Much love,
Akak Riesya.
Assalamualaikum :)
